self/image, trans/image
A continuous journal of selfies of drag, and reflections.
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On discovery of... fear of narcissism.
The question remains, why... a strong self-censoring moment at the occasion of self-perception that arouses something akin to erotism?
"[...T]he image is flesh of the world. It can never be fully contained."
- Amelia Jones, SELF/IMAGE
Adoration of a woman on a photo/image.
Struggling with feelings pulling back,
forbiding the self-adoration,
as an immoral act.
Narcissism is characterized by a grandiose sense of self-importance, a lack of empathy for others, a need for excessive admiration, and the belief that one is unique and deserving of special treatment.
Excitement when addressed with female pronouns. Why.
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